I have no idea why sometimes, I feel really lonely and upset.
I feel as though, I am never meant for great things, although Christ said I am meant for amazing things. I am always doing badly in school, compared to my friends, who are doing very well.
Sometimes I keep making mistakes, nearly every single test, I hate it, I totally hate it. Those mistakes cost me marks, and it hurts to lose marks. But those tests are over, I can't change shit. I feel so bad, so shit. I like to be the top, the very best. And it hurts when I lose out to my peers. It's shit feeling dudes.
I totally let my parents down if my results are shit. If my results are shit, then I am shit because I can't do shit compared to peers.
I feel ugly, lousy and I do get angry when I lose, fucking something wrong with me.
Totally so stressed out in school, yet nobody ain't doing shit for me.
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